5.17.2005

shh.

My sister's here, asleep. She has no idea that I'm in the next room, typing and downloading away. Hah. Maybe I should be nice and wake her up before I go. Or not.

We have our good days and our bad days. Bad days are usually the result of one or the other of us being in some kind of funk. The night before last he began to ramble about the usual subjects, and for some reason I just didn't want to listen to him. He annoyed me, and I was more focused on my growing beer buzz and the video game I wanted to play. Yesterday, he ignored me because I wanted to see his tooth. Hm. But the night before that, we had a great night of sitting around and listening to music.

Things move on.

I have decided to go back to Aegis. I hated the place, but I lasted there for a year previously, so I figure I can go back for a few months, especially since they wouldn't have the time to re-credit card train me. The hours are regular and I can have 'em late, and the pay is one of the best temp starting wages in the area. I must be crazy. At least there'll be no more 8 a.m. shifts. I'd have to trade the downers for uppers, and we can't be doing that...

What does it mean when you still have frequent dreams about a person you last saw four years ago? I kind of wish he'd vacate my headspace. Or not.

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